Sleeeping.
Day was boring.
K Will write tomorrow.
Okie dokes.
night.
bye
.............. Pe@ce
okie dokes guys/
12:01a.m.
okie dokie. I'm awake and finished crying. Crying about stupid stuff. Well not that stupid. About how my mom was like freakking out about my bill and I only had to pay 89 dollars! And how she was freaking out about me cutting her hair. My grandma scared of my uncle. about everything really. LIFE itself. how I don't believe I can handle everything being thrown at me! It's just TOOOOO MUCH!
Well my mom trusted me to cut her hair in layers. So I did there was just this one part that I made uneven and she started bitching. "this must be a dream this must be a dream" "your so stupid why did you cut it like that" She should have known I was going to make a mistake anyway! LIKE FOREAL! I'm only 15 and without a hairstylist liscesnse. WTF!?!? I only can trim. and she wanted layers so I gave her what she wanted. She freaked out and was like HOW AM I GOING TO GO TO WORK!? who cares. Really your married and no one looks at you anyway! Plus like ugh! It just hurt. I didn't do that bad of a job. MY FCKIN GOSH! I did pretty good for someone who just cuts random hair and doesn't know what they are doing.
I hate people who like ugh! People think I can't do anything. I AM SMART! OKAY!? I can do stu ff. I'm not stupid. I can count, read , walk , talk. WTF?! Why do people act like I'm just going to fail in life!
Well My grandma lied about the door hitting her eye cause my uncle . She was scared about my uncle not allowing her to go to church. Stupid hoe. I don't like my uncle. He thinks I'm a slut!? Wth!? Yo I'm no wherre near slut! My sister could be with her sm all ass shorts but me? definatley not! I prefer to hide my body!
Well I think My mom is stressing hardcore and crying about her hair! When she started complaining and screaming and calling me stupid! I left. I was lilke if I'm so stupid then you shouldn't need my help. I don't need to fix that! WTH!?! YOU FCKING WANTED LAYERS!
I wish winston just had senses tingling that I'm sad so he could just call me and make me feel better<3
I miss him :( Can't wait to se ehim tomorrow. BTW I have lab tomorrow :( EHCKK! And drivers ed exam on 20th. or maybe 21st?! blehck!
Today overall was eh. Janmark said hi to me. I didn't even know he knew me. lol. I just thought he knew me as Winston's girlfriend. Atleast now I have a name now(:
Well I hear my mom is still awake cause she's coughing and crying probably. I would be too actually if It was my hair, but it was unnesscessary to call me stupid! I already have low self esteem. Way to bring it more down. Plus UGH! I just can't explain my self anymore. I'm probably just still wrong as always. WHATEVER
Gonna go.
K pe@ce.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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