Tuesday, April 14, 2009

If you doubled one penny every day for 30 days, you would have $5,368,709.

hi winston.
hopefully your reading this. Hopefully you either remembered to write in my blog and read it OR joshua told you too. Either way , I hope you read this.
I just want you to know that I lkasdjfucalkingklsjdlaksjdklasjd hate you right this minute/two hours or so. Well you MOST LIKELY know why. so yeah I'll state here just incase your thinking "Why is she being sooo bitchy."so yeah. Well first of all you called me a bitch. You don't call me a bitch. Second of all you called me a bitch. Don't EVER call me a bitch. Third of all you didn't stay on the phone with me til 2. I talked to Joshua til like 1:20 ish. well like from 12:20 to 1:20 whatever. It still wasn't you..... Fourth of all you didn't try to call me back. YOU NEVER TRY. like today when I walked away from you, you didn't go after me. And now phone calls. Thanks bestest boyfriend ever. Well fifth of all, I was waiting all night for you to call. & still am. Hoping you would atleast say "Have a good flight." OR something like that. Sixth of all, your ending my day with a fight. I mean I know it's normal for "us" Since we always fight but seriously! The day before I leave and not see you till saturday ? GEEEEEZ. Couldn't you hold it off a bit ? Seventh of all and finally. You have resulted me to telling you ALL this in a blog! how STUPID is that!? A blog? Just to write about how I feel about right now. I hope you feel happy. Knowing that as I am writing this I am crying. I know that were going to get over this or maybe not ? But mostlikely since it IS us.... We are.
Rule number one. Forgive and forget : )
Maybe that's going to be a while. BTW, hope your having fun while I'm not here. YAY you. Wont here any bitches right?
K bye.
I love you & I'll miss you.
Even if you won't do the same : T

P.S Freaaaking do your homework!
& Don't forget to do your promises.

5 comments:

Maureeeeeeeen (; said...

your bf's mean!!!

Maureeeeeeeen (; said...

you should forgive him tho!
cause no matter what.
i think he still loves you(:

Maureeeeeeeen (; said...

maybe your bf's just frustrated with something
and the wrong word slipped out
he's most likely feeling sorry and messed up right now

Maureeeeeeeen (; said...

i bet you he's thinking about you the whole time you're gone
and he's gonna post a blog everyday you're gone
and he's probably gonna comment your blogs everyday also

Maureeeeeeeen (; said...

i think you should just forgive and forget .
he's probably regretting all those bad things he has done to you
dont worry. everything will probably be better for now on!