A Kangaroo can jump 30 feet.

What the heck! Should I get mad or not! Tell me.
cause I think I have a REALLY REALLY GOOD REASON! : P
Well Winston, I talk to him all the time right? Well every time I talk to him HE NEVER LISTENS TO WHAT I SAY! every time I want to talk he never talks. I try to start a conversation, it ends with what I started. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT!? Also with Joshua. I have talked to him since the 7th grade and he has forgotten every guy I have talked about. I REMEMBER everything HE TELLS ME! What the heck!?!? Am I getting like the wrong end of the bargain! Or something. Maybe it's just my luck with guys. Guys are so undependable and so UGH! I hate them. Like geez. Is there one descent guy in the world. Who will remember everything I say. Talk to me when I want to talk. ONLY WANTS ME! my geeeeeeeeeez. I wish my boyfriend knew. But he doesn't know crap. No one knows. Maybe someone who just skimmed through t his. But whatever. I give everything up for this guy! I spent 200$ on a zune he friggen lost. 20$ on a necklace he broke. Another necklace he doesn't even wear. WHAT THE HECK IS THAT!?!? Like I hate him. I hate hate hate hate him. And I hate myself more. I suffer. Like I don't mean too. Like sometimes I don't suffer with him. And that's just money. But like it just shows how much he values our relationship. How much he values me. And obviously NOT ALOT! He didn't bother trying to look for them or ANYTHING! He makes me soooo mad. I don't know why I stick with him. Maybe I should let go ? But I l ove him. Maybe I shouldn't? But then I feel like it will never end and the suffering just continues.
Well I seriously hate this kid. Like seriously! He only thinks about himself. He doesn't care about me. I hate him. I hate hate hate him. I bet he's going to call b ack soon and say like sorry and crap and I'm going to forgive him. I don 't know why I do. I'm friggen crying over him. A bout everything! Why am I still with him! It's almost a week till our 1 year and 6 months. HE DOESN'T EVEN know. I doubt he even cares.
He called me and just hung up. Douche I know : ( I hate him. I hate him. Why do I always go back to him. It's like those girls who break up with their boyfriends about they cheat. OVER AND OVER AND OVER. The boy keeps cheating but she keeps coming back. Hoping and Waiting for him to change but he never does.
"People will always be people."
Maybe that's whats happening. Maybe I should be boyfriendless. Maybe I would know how it would be single. Like when I had a boyfriend. No one did. Now everyone has one. Maybe I should start the single trend : P lol. just keeding.
Like honestly. I love him. I love him soooo much. I hate him sometimes. But most of it I love him. He's sweet and funny. He's pretty cute too : ) But like he just never changes. He always hurts me. And one day. I know I won't be able to take it. I wouldn't. & no not hurt as in abuse..... which I made it seem like : P Well like anyways. Yeah. I don't know. Emothions are just going round and round. I hate crying over him. Stupid bastard who doesn't give a crap about me. FAG who won't call me. As of this moment, I am hating him. I' m calling and he won't pick up. His mom picked up : P I hung up. Well like I bet he's going to call at 11 or not at all. And in south cafe it'll just go back to normal. Well to me it won't. I'm going to make this a big friggen deal. But he never understands the point of it. In his point of view I end up as the bad guy WHO ALWAYS ! starts the fights. Well whatever. If he can't handle who I am. Then I guess, we shouldn't even be ALMOST one year and 6 months.