The bullfrog is the only animal that never sleeps.

My life suckkks.
Well after work. I go home right?!
I go home the same way everyday. From the literail, I go through 46th street. Then as I reach the church I go through the drive way/ parking place. Of course every time I come home there is a wedding. But today other than the wedding, I see Winston. I see Winston and Steve walking guess where? I bet you know... To nikkos house. Not only did I see Winston, I saw a book bag most likely with clothes and his basketball sneakers. I know what everything adds up to. I get another night without talking to him and getting mad. It doesn't matter though. Cause I told him to never fucking talk to me. OH wait guys. Did I tell you that when he saw me and I said hi and stuff. I was thinking he was going to stay with me. I wanted him to. He owes me that much. I just want him to spend some fucking time with me. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK?! Well when I was going down to go through the parking lot thing, he was with me. Trying to hug me and hold my hand but I refused. I don't get why he ALWAYS HAS TO PICK NIKKO OVER ME!? It makes no sense to me sometimes. Now I don't want it to make sense. It just happens. I realize that over and over again. AND when I complain about this, he gives me the same bullshit excuse all the time. "I NEVER HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS." His friendship MIGHT be rebuilding, but his relationship is falling apart. & what's funny is he doesn't even realize it! : (