Well today I am going to talk. Well type blah. It's been a while.
Well right now it is friggen hot and birds are chirping. Lawn is being mowed so it smells like grass. I want to read this book but I have a biology test this Thursday on a lesson that I don't understand. So yeah. I love my life ..... SIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE!
Yesterday I went to Hoboken for the first time and then I went to the gym for the second time : P
Well Chris and I were the only ones going home. So we talked and yeah. We were talking about Winston and I think both of us think he sucks as a boyfriend. Or that maybe we aren't meant to be. Maybe it's not the second one but the first one sounds about right......
He never hangs out with me. He never ever ever makes time for me. Miraculously he has time to spend time with Nikko right? Miraculously he has time to play basketball. Of course he's sick but not sick enough to play basketball. Of course he doesn't want to come with us to Hoboken. Of course he has no money. Cause he's waiting for the job that he hasn't even applied for. Not just that. He has enough money to go eat but not buy a lite rail ticket.
You know what. Chris reminded me of my birthday/christmas gift gift as well. I got him two things ANOTHER dog tag and some converses. You want to know what I got? a paper saying "ohh, I' ll buy it for you when I get the money." I'm not mad at that , but he doesn't think about me. He doesn't care about me. WHy should I care about him. THat's so gay. I treat him so much better. He treats me like dirt. No love at all. I don't feel him loving me at all. I just feel mad and sad It's pretty gay. I hate hate hate hate him right this minute. I don't know how or why I keep forgiving him. I don't . THat's so gay . I hate him : ((((( And I'm sad.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
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